*Zhi Wen*
*Charming Twenty Three*
If you let me stay,
I'll love all the hurt away..
Random Thoughts....
Purposedly overslp so I dun haf to see this dysfunctional family...
That so called Dad of mine, as usual took $ frm my wallet, yet again...
It was great having the house to myself, being alone in my home noone to bother me, dun haf to listen to anyone...
He gt the cheek to call, why? Juz to ask me to go n draw $50 for him...
Nbcb, I dun expect him to gif us $ or anithing, nt tt he did, he doesn' pay bills, doesn't gif us ani $, hell i dun even nid him in the hse.
All he ever does is to tk $ frm me n mum... for? Just to drive his fuckin car to his so called workin place, dun even know wtf he does outside, a job that doesn't even allow him to pay for his petrol.. cb no $ still wan car, wan tis wan that, just take the fucking bus or mrt lah, dunno learn!
I'm like feedin a drug addict, he just tks it for granted that i gif him $ everyday for his petrol or wadever he nids to buy... Work? work for wad, work just to pay for the installment of the motherfucking car ccb tink liaox aso dulan, bloody egoistic proud man, I'll be dammned if i ever tk after him....
Younger sister becoming more n more like him, rude, crude, thinks only of herself, bloody brat eat 1 meal more expensive then I eat 2 meals...
Don't fuckin noe hw to save, talk like a bloody ah lian, so rude to mum, feel like slapping the daylights out of her sometimes, dunno wad they teach in school nowadays...
Spend my day at home, lost in thoughts...
Btw just hope Anita gets better tmr, poor girl fainted on her way to wrk, scared me sia when i heard frm her tt...Get well soon girl! thanx for ur concern too~
Special thanx to Elyn too~ for messaging me bright n early in the morning to ask if I was ok.. ur such a darling~ appreciate ur gesture you xin le!
At night had a nice chat with Chingwen on msn... Thanx alot too for cheering me up and tryin to gif me those useful advises, I noe u care k.. n btw u sound realli old when u talk so matured stuffs, hao bu xi guan ah! lolx jkjk I'm realli grateful k ger =>
Thanx mum for cooking for me tdy, although its juz noodles n wonton soup it did really felt warmth to taste ur cooking once again =)
Went for a lil walk down the park after supper, all alone but it was nice...
So quiet n peaceful, no irritating ppl in sight, no noises, just the cool n soothing wind n music frm my handphone.
Didn't wanna go bk home so early, so I just sat on the bench.. lost in thoughts once again..
Only xiao bai(named the cat on the spot =p) n me was in the park...
Perhaps he is as lonely as I am, xiao bai was kind enough to accompany for awhile =)
Tmr I'm gonna watch Rob B Hood, the Jackie Chan show wif Raq n Ah Tiong... Anyone interested juz gimme an sms or call bah =>
Meanwhile u peepz do take care ya, the goddammn haze is back... =p
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